abc day 2...

i have 500 calories today... so far i have eaten

simple ramen,a half... its about 170 kcal...

i ate half n gave the other half to my clicks..

then i drank skimmed milk 88kcal fer tea time..

now i have about 242kcal...

i shud stick to my skimmed milk 

but i got bored of it...

so maybe i l have 1 slice butterscotch n tea fe lunch.

n the other 1 slice dunring dinner..

i seldom ate it... but i believe if i stay 

under 500 its gonna be okay...

tomorrow ill have to be under 300

so thinking maybe i shud have 3pcs butterscotch

or stay with protein only.

wandering..

okay... now im hungry again..

but dun know what to eat...

fiu..fiu..fiu..

and there goes my collegues ask me fer brekkie...

glad its over...

well yasterday was quite good fer me..
got home n love asked me what i
want fer dinner. then i told him i dun wanna eat.
i only drank milk. then went bed..

he cuddled me. said nt to worry bout my weight..
i jz told him that i wanna be fit n fab..
like i used to be... he said he will fullu support me..
i felt releived... cos i hate it when he forced me to eat..
i mean come on... our working hour is different..
i ate accordingly... while he ate once a day...
so its fine fer him to eat huge dinner..

still holding...

well yes... n im fucking hungry babe...
but this id the sacrofice to beau bod...
it al mos t kill me man...
after two skimmed milk i had
one black coffee... 3kcal
 1handful of cashew nut...
fwlt twribble...drank laxatives..
havent go to toilet yet...
but i can feel the sensation...

somebody plz jz kill me...

day 1 abc

7am : skimmed milk (88kcal)
10 am : skimmed milk (88kcal)



so far so good.. 176kcal in... 324kcal left...

*cry*

im saying goodbye...

well literally i mean im saying goodbyer
to all my fat.... i really do dz time. no matter
what i do my fat jz dun wanna leave me..
i hate myself so much...
i lost 10 lbs. then gain bout six...
goddamnit...
felt bad rite now...

nway now im with the new job...
me being a tutor...
seeing my student are so tiny...
it hurts me alot... like alot...
but it inspire me alot tooo...

n now no more uniform..
i have to wear own fancy clothes...
i have very little outfit...
which me mean...


CALLING STRICT DIET NOW!

no fun

i guessed when we wrote n nobody read is no fun..:
so i decided to update here. plus im more in track when
i jot down everything here....

brekkie:skimmed milk+ coffee
brunch:tea+sardine sandwich+chic nugget n 2 pcs choc cake
dinner:?

i ate quite alot.. now there's a potluck at my office...
will i lose more weight?

A tablet n private diary!

so i jz bought myself new samsung 10.1 tablet.
i install private diary. wrote everything ther and
lock it. wrote there e'day... like.like.like.

nway im doing pescetarian diet.
kinda like vegan only fish n seafood are allowed...

gonna update later.. see ya!

Lychee and Rose..

well i admit... i never liked lychee... then i saw dz
"lychee n rose"... then i bought a sample pack....

anyway its a tea... i bought special edotion of
"vanilla" flavor... n its really make my day...

back to lychee n rose...its a mindblowing!

so sad i bought 1small sachet only...