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Told ya i bought a laxatives.
Jz now i could'nt help but weight myself...
I weight less 0.7lbs than i am dz morning?

Hurm.. Is my scale telling the truth or not

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step 1...

So i decided to take small step to win big...

First step-------no more sweet food,drinks.

Cos i dont really eat much.
It jz that i have a sweet tooth
So my weight stall even tho i ate small..
So from now on more...
Sugar... Sweets... Like cake... Pastry...
N my all time fave.... White coffee...

Today i had bread for breakfast
Then like two cookies for lunch...
Erm.., small serving but... Carbs is carbs..
Gotta stay away from them...

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quick update

Hi all.. I cant update much tonite..
Cos while im bloggwalking love come..
We cuddle.. N im feeling... Aroused?

:-):-):-) so...

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comment and new follower

Tq to lovely bones n ruby for dropping your comment..
I tought nobody really read my blog...

And tq to winter also...
Welcome darling

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Corn and Chicken Rice Porridge/Seaweed

This ex of low kcal food...
Dz instant porridge have only 117kcal.
Plus i add seaweed(wasabi flavor) for some alkaline factor..
And i have no idea that it was so yummy... And...

most important... Its DAMN FILLING!

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laxatives

I jz bought my first laxatives..
Once daily.. Three pills...
Gonna try tonite.
I hope that will bring good thing in my life..

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hint

Who here have same interest with me? Well yes i love outdoor activities...
Especially mount climbing...
So to ma it short... There s one guy i know...
I admit he s cute... Tall.. Fair n very gentleman..
I met him at the gym bout five month ago..
He kept asking me out..

Before he asked me to be his date for frens bday party..
I refused..
He asked me if i wanna jog outside together..
I refused..
He wanna have coffee with me...I refused...

Told him.. Im seeing someone...
But he cant seem to understand..
I mean he doesnt push me or make me uncomfortable...
It jz me... I felt its i l wrong love if i got out with other guy...
And i cant go out with him without have some feeling towards him...
I admit that i kinda like him too
Who wouldnt like a nice guy...

Jz now he pm me on fb
Saying that he hope to marry-----someone like me.

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creep-radiohead

If any of you havent hear that plz do...
Cos it make me so...
Comfortable hearing it...

I also wanna welcome my new
Precious follower... Hello there..
Wheneve you're from..
We are in this forever...
I love u guys..

Im blogging from medical library...
Its damn huge.. But no wifi provided(DAMN).
Today my old frens asked out for breakfast together...
So i've check the restaurant menu
And now i ve taken 400kcal...
So no more food for me today...
Last nite i had a very small dinner...
So dz morning i was like a.... Starving to death...
Did i mention yesterday i didnt had lunch also..
That was big YAY for me.. :-)

Okay,., thats all for now... Gonna do blogwalking

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cooked

Today after work i cook for love
A special tomatoes rice, spicy chicken and salsa..
Im in the mood of binge
Then his mate called n said wanna come over..
Jz hang round n watch tv together..
I served them and they emptied
All four pots of rice...
One whole chicken...
And me on the other hands get to eat
Only 2tbsp rice...
1 tiny pieces of chicken... :-)
Thanks to all four boys...

But im damn hungry...
Cos i only ate breakfast...
Now im sipping tall
Glass of cold water
With lots of ice in it
Then snack on grilled seaweed
I love em cos they got like only
15kcal per huge slice
Spicy n low cal
I hope this will fill me up till tom bfast
Cos its 9pm already..

Wish me luck girls...

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monday blues..

Yay..:-)irs mon...
Im feeling bit of monday blues...
Finish checking round my student..
Urm...

Yasterday was quite bad..
I had a binge...
But manage to stay under 1000kcal..
Today was jz okay as well..

Has taken 1tall coffee...
1/4serving noodle with egg..

Today my aim to stay under 1000kcal..
Wish me luck..:-)

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LOVE! SEX!!

Well yes if u all been following me..
I call my boyfriend "love"
We ve been living together for 5yrs..
I can feel that he really do loves me...
But he s a feeder..
When we first met i jz 53kg...
Without realizing,
My weight slowly climb up.
Highet at 90kg(WTF?)

Our sex life has'nt change a bit
He really like my body no matter at what size i am..
But i really dun feel comfy
You know what i mean..
When u had been together for long...
Your sex life tend to get----naughty:-)
I mean, we shower...sleep... Together...
So i must lose weight so that i can be comfy with
Him staring at me..
Im so ashamed.. His size never change.
I guess it bcos he s active.
Me on the other hand work at desk only..
Hurm... No exercise for years..
What i have done to my self..

Shame on me...

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today 410kcal

I manage to eat 400kcal today... More ten kcal.. Damn me...
Then  now i have to work up.

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boring saturday...

So last nite we went home...
Cuddle.. Love slept... So i went online..
Blogwalking to others blog... Thinspo obviously...
Then woke earli dz morning...

I had oranges.. Bout 50kcal...
Then sip on coffee.. 1kcal nett..
Had green tea (which i bought recently)
I taste super good... N of course zero cal in it...
Then i cooked curry egg noodle for love..
He said he s damn hungry n dont fell like eating out..
The noodle look damn good..
So i stole tiny bits of egg white.... Yummy...
While he emptying his bowl...
I had iced cafe latte... 44kcal net.

So im gonna say im pretty good today..
So far i've taken 95kcal...

Saw a guava in fridge which i bought last week..
So gonna have that later...

Gonna cont blogwalking

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failed!

Yes darling.. Tiday is a failed...
Im at moms place.
I had tosai about 120kcal... Coffee unsweetened...
Got home n munchies some dried banana... Mom bought n she asking my opinion bout the taste..
Then i jz ate.. Ate..ate..
Until half the container.
Fuck me...
Then at 5pm we had noodle with egg..
Fuck me... I cant purge at mom place. Even my portion half the serving..
I still felt.. Fuck me..
Fuck me..
Then i dont eat dinner..
Fuck. Fuck. Fuck me.

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my fave

My fave drink is coffee and 0cal sweetener..
Sometimes i think if i could jz sip
This thing all day... I ll be skinny in no time..
Hehe.. :-)
But lets be real..
Caffeine will suck your calcium out of your bone...
Your precious bone...
So i sometime took coffee with skim milk
Make sure only milk n coffee..
No sweetener..

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gain! wtf

Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. I can think of nothing...
Okay i went vacay dz week.. Ate this n that...
Diorrhea... Vomitting... Headache... So much has happen..
So why im still gaining? Fuvk hell!

I tought i gain couple of lbs... Then i went
To mom place. And ate rice, chicken.. Drink orange juice..
Then i found a scale... I go naked n weigt myself
(yeah after dinner, fuck me!)
I gain 8lbs!
Fuck me. Fuck me. Fuck whale.
Then i go  bathroom. Purging.
Then i noticed i got my period.
Disgusting.
Make n coffee n sipping it now..
Im not gonna eat until sunday.
Im gonna eat some fruit
Drink only water n coffee
All only when im really hungry

Jz hoping my mom wont aspect me to eat everything she cook!

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hello blogger-droids...

Yay...! This is so fun... I can use blogger on my tablet... Yaya... Again...
Ermmm.... Now im back home. But tonite  we r goin out again cos
I promise mom im gonna come over...

On eating... I had diorrhea for four days straight... Then dz morning when
Love driving... I vomitted... Due to long journey...
Then we got home n we get real hungry and love ordered
Dominos, i ate three slices of pizza, two banana kaya n half chicken
Spaghetti... Well on my defence im on empty stomach.
Cos whatever i ate dz morning i threw it all out...

Maybe no more dinner at moms place... And did i tell u i bought new
Tea collection? Dz time its green tea... Four dif flavour...
They have mint, oolong, cream n original white roses... All in 1 box..
Im so happy... Gonna start drink them tomorrow.. As for cream they
Dont really put cream in it.. Only the smell in it..

Hehe i hope to post more soon...
Im so lovin this apps...
I love to blog.. But sometimes its hard okay..

Till then....

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testing

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plan for 27/8-2/9/12

blood type diet

break - grapefruit+coffee w brown sugar
lunch - green tea
dinner - stir fry veg

for my blood type i shud always be vegan.. then this look like detox for me. i really need detox cos my body like whale this week. really heavy. im having water retention due to my period nx week.. and also for breakfast i shud have no brown sugar... myb splenda or stevia. then for dinner its written stir fry any veg and use only one teaspoon olive oil...  i l try no salt also...

i think i shud get some exercise... even if im skinny i dun want any flabby... urm gonna think what i wanna do...

im fat n im hating everything about my body... cant wait for nx week cos this week im on vacay...

portion n blood type diet...

yessss... afterna few years on diet... off n on...
i learn that if a person want to be thin.. slim.. beautiful... they need to have portion ctrl... no matter what u want eat.. let say u wanna eat cake, eat no more than 2oz.. an ice cream.. try only to eat 1spoonfull or 2 if u really cant resist..
i saw lot of my frens going low carbs.. but they ate real much.. like 3scramble egg.. than bowl of chicken soup.. couple of chicken slice... beef patty.. what is all that? Do wanna have heart attack? That is rubbish ok. me on the other hand ate big bowl of red melon n un sweetened tea,. but that is enough fer me.. think before u make any decision..

this week im on special occasion.. which there is a lot of food and food.. so people aspect me to eat.. so i eat.. eat.. and eat... then today i have non stop diorrhea.. vomitting.. thank god.. at least i will not gaining any.. myb after so long my stomach cant accept all that.. wednesday im going to highland.. will be cold n bought lots of new dress fe me.. after that im gonna try blood type die.. hope will work fer me.. here intenet connection is so bad.. till then.. i dun even know if i can publish this.