intake..

since im on high protein diet, so no cal count, only carb count

breakfast : 2 egg (1.4 carbs)
snack      : 2 sausage (3.2 carbs)
lunch       : 2 chicken (0 carbs)
snack      : 1 large seaweed (1 carbs)

total eaten : 5.6
carbs left : 14.4

=)

Hello 2014 and proana continues!

Hello there...(as if there is any),

its been so long.. im not posting any bcos...
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 i got pregnant last year...

its a BOY =)

and i have add a massive 20lbs and currently on atkins diet

so wish me luck and i ll keep updating

XOXOXOX

why?

Why...

Do we let ourself got fat...
Do we take it when people try to bring us down..
Dont we do something...
Do we always say.."i will start tomorrow..."

WHY?Why?Why?

getting fixed

i getting my internet fixed...
love n i moved in to beautiful house...
it was so beautiful..
love bought it last two years...
its not like last apartment...
crowded.. ppl alwayz busy goin here n there...
we have our own garage.. fit mine n his car...

but most of all i love the courtyard...
its not that huge...
but 20x20 feet courtyard can make a wonder...
i can even naked there.. heeee without nobody looking...
sips cup a tea there..
i simply love the courtyard... =)

cheating?

Okay... If u all follow me for quite sometime
You will know by now im in a steady relationship
With my boyfriends... I usually called him Love...
And also you will know i habe a gym buddy...
Its a guy... Last Friday, we as usual hang out at gym...
Doing exercise... And let jz call my gym buddy "matt"
He is a very nice guy n for the 1001th time invited
Me for some coffee.. And this time i say okay...(why?why?)
I chose starbucks because its the nearest to the gym...
We talked for hours until i carelessly spill my coffee...
He offered his place bcos he lives near. So i followed.
His flat is nice. He live alone. He also gave me his shirt.
I felt so uncomfortable n would like to excuse myself... When
Matt grab my waist n kissed me! N to my suprise i kissed him back.
For few second then i hold back n left witout a word.
He kept texting me said sorry n all..
Its not that im angry with him.. I confused with myself...
What actually happen? Why i felt like enjoying his kiss?
Till today i hasnt set my foot in the gym.
Im afraid i might saw him. Im afraid things will happen again...
I also really love Love...

Is this consider cheating?

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cravings?

Hello dear.... I was reading other blogs.
And I finally realized that my craving usually
At around 10 to 11 am and 4 to 6pm....
That is the time I usually wanna eat something....

So.. gonna do something bout this..
maybe i should skip lunch and eat at 4pm?

hew hew.....