throwing food

nowadays i have developed new habit..

that i like to throw food...

i know its unpolite...

ex:

its lunch time and my stomach

was growling.. so i went cafe...

bougt chilli tofu strip..and a cup of mixed fruit.

bring it to my desk. 

and then i look at those.. 

im hungry but cant be eating both..

chilli tofu strip was cooked in oil n chilli

while fruit are all natural...

so i throw the tofu strip. 

ate half cup of fruit..

the other half at 4pm...

but im glad i did it.

i dun wanna be fatter.. 

i wanna lose weight..

i wanna be beautifull..

thinspo

everyday i watch this for hours...
to get me on track...

sometime i think im lesbo! TEEHEE

Gonna be there one day..

im absolutely gonna be there one fine day...

confession

hello dear...

i havent been upate for a while..
my life was as bz as hell..

working on weekday..
classes on weekend...

and i have to confess...
tat i have to a stage that i ate
very little food(well for me..)

breakfast i usually have 1 egg, i micro for 1 min on high. no fat added...
for lunch i always have coffee or coke lite... dinner is anything love bought/i cooked..
only 4tbsp..

n my weight was going down so fast...
i lost 2lb in 2 days...

i hope to maintain this way until i reach my UGW...110lbs

stay stong n think thin

wtf

I made a new rules
Cos today my frens uploaded my pic
On FB... N boy.. I still fat
So starting tomorrow..
1. Max laxatives
2. Only plain or coke light
3. Dorsett muesli for brekkie(half serving bout 150kcal)

Buying battery for my weight scales

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WTF???

When i log in today i got this msg. What happen?
I miss all my pal :'(
Now i have to start from beginning

Fuck

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reachED mini goal

Yep. Im kinda busy nowaday.
Im futhering my study... Bachelor...
Lotsa assignment.
I think asignmnt is good
Cos it kept me busy
So that i dont think bout food often
And i reach my mini goal.
Acc it was last week
Im under 190... Finally...

And then my first reward i got for myself was....
:-) nice red bracelet
:-) nice blue jeans!

Red bracelet kept me on my target
Whenever i wore the bracelet i dont eat
That is the way i respect the red bracelet
Only plain water allowed

I love you all...

P/s: welcome to new follower. ILU :-)

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