why?

Why...

Do we let ourself got fat...
Do we take it when people try to bring us down..
Dont we do something...
Do we always say.."i will start tomorrow..."

WHY?Why?Why?

getting fixed

i getting my internet fixed...
love n i moved in to beautiful house...
it was so beautiful..
love bought it last two years...
its not like last apartment...
crowded.. ppl alwayz busy goin here n there...
we have our own garage.. fit mine n his car...

but most of all i love the courtyard...
its not that huge...
but 20x20 feet courtyard can make a wonder...
i can even naked there.. heeee without nobody looking...
sips cup a tea there..
i simply love the courtyard... =)

cheating?

Okay... If u all follow me for quite sometime
You will know by now im in a steady relationship
With my boyfriends... I usually called him Love...
And also you will know i habe a gym buddy...
Its a guy... Last Friday, we as usual hang out at gym...
Doing exercise... And let jz call my gym buddy "matt"
He is a very nice guy n for the 1001th time invited
Me for some coffee.. And this time i say okay...(why?why?)
I chose starbucks because its the nearest to the gym...
We talked for hours until i carelessly spill my coffee...
He offered his place bcos he lives near. So i followed.
His flat is nice. He live alone. He also gave me his shirt.
I felt so uncomfortable n would like to excuse myself... When
Matt grab my waist n kissed me! N to my suprise i kissed him back.
For few second then i hold back n left witout a word.
He kept texting me said sorry n all..
Its not that im angry with him.. I confused with myself...
What actually happen? Why i felt like enjoying his kiss?
Till today i hasnt set my foot in the gym.
Im afraid i might saw him. Im afraid things will happen again...
I also really love Love...

Is this consider cheating?

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cravings?

Hello dear.... I was reading other blogs.
And I finally realized that my craving usually
At around 10 to 11 am and 4 to 6pm....
That is the time I usually wanna eat something....

So.. gonna do something bout this..
maybe i should skip lunch and eat at 4pm?

hew hew.....

haters and thinspo..

well... i blog walking today... like alot...
and i came a cross few blog that have to handle with haters..
i so far hasnt came across this unmanner thing
(ya u came n said all the bad thing to the owner of the blog)
i dun agree at all.. if what we are doing makes us happy,
then why not?