nervous

so guys. im nervous what is my weight now. i planned to weight myself next mon.
cos i wish to give my body sometime before i check my weight n be disappointed.

for me i think 2kg is enuf for me n i ll be so happy. but i wish to lose 20kg.
and yes i have done that bef n definately will do that again. i target to get that in
4 months. *praying*

and i think u all can see how much i love fruits. i love fruits so much. but i cant eat them
so much cos fruit have quite high carbs. so i limited them only 1 serving during lunch and dinner.

some ppl really hate carbs. i read in other sites where the do their diet with no carbs at all.
i mean its hard to see they wrote they ate fried chicken and omellette all day. its weird.
how can they digest it. i mean i rather hate oil than carbs. carbs make me happy.
and good carbs from milk and fruit make make my skin, hair n nail beautiful.
i wanna be beau n healty. the other girl i saw have lots of pimple after she lost weight.
i mean whats the point being thin n ugly(yes i know i am mean). but please, do something
good for your body. u cant simply buy other body and live with it.

and again, i dun hate carbs. i love it.